am feeling very nervous right now?
and i know why.
but i juz feel very edgy.... dat's it.
nothing to do with me r/s so dat's not so bad...
well... sano shld noe... but nvm haha...

wanted to start of the entry with a "BLARDI HELL!...........bla bla"
but guess i cooled dwn..
cos i came home earlier than i usually would?
about 10pm i was already home
and i took a bus 197, frm bugis to home and
as i was alighting, this stupid bitch
i'm not sure how old she is..
most prob juz a couple of years older than me?
yeah i was walkin infrnt of her and dwn the flight of steps to alight the bus
and woman got no eyes lor!
she stepped on the back of my slipper twice.
once on each leg somemore
and then as i stumble n trip and got myself standing properly,
she ended it off with another painful step on my left pinkie.
fucking pain k!
bitch!
smile and say sorry and walked away so fast.
at least like be worried and see if i'm ok?
cb...
i was standing there yelping lor... kaoz!

well although me n fred patched,
and he messaged me in the morning on msn,
we weren't supposed to meet till tuesday.
like.... time off to adjust.
but end up during my class halfway he smsed me and say he wanna come find me at bugis.
how to say... hm.... i enjoyed class today? and time passed real quickly.
soon, n two hours were gone.
i chatted quite abit with my classmate....
when i met up with wilfred after class..
i was alittle more not say shy..
juz at loss on wad i shld do?
and he say i behave as if we're on a first date.
well, dat didn't last very long anyway.
we..... talked alot todae.
and mebbe cos my temper was not in the way anymore?
i talked like a guy once in awhile and....
it's like a brand new feeling
that i seriously enjoyed alot.
it's one of the best days i've spent with wilfred.
it's like a .... not extremely adrenaline filled happy day
but more like a very contented kinda day?
i'm juz grateful that he realised some stuff and
i duno... it's kinda farnie seeing him luv sick abt me again
has been ages since something like this.
am glad things didn't turn sour and this be another case of prolonged tragedy.
improvements are shown and.. i am treasuring every moment of it.
wilfred and i talked alot
and he was commenting no wonder girls find guys very despicable
cos he himself can't understand why guys can't juz be totally faithful
why guys so easily tempted
hahah

i said things i would never imagine myself saying before...
talking and thinking in a way as if i've grown a couple of years older
i've seen more truth this time round?
and... i told him i can't forgive him for having me gone thro all the pain
cos of his rash decision
and he said it's onli right to not forgive him.
haha
ask me slap him somemore siao one.

oh well. things r over n.... i juz still need abit of time to adjust.
hope i can reallie fulfil the changes i promise to make.
am determinded this time
and he is surprised at my determination.

stupid blogger wun show my recent postings properly....
like lagging update lidat on the webbie...
everytime i make changes to template it lidat...
grr
okok

wad i wanna say
is sorry......
for the worries i hav created.
at first... though it's solved i wanted to juz dun say
but i guess i owe it to ppl who worried abt me....
so i'll juz briefly explain.

wad i've been going through
has been the worse of my life
but am glad to say it's over.
and the result is gd news.

there has been a problem in my relationship
and i won't mention names here cos it's a sensitive issue
except the many thanks to ppl who have been giving me alot of support

the person i wanna thank the most.
is sano.
thank u so damn much... for being there.
and i'm here for u too.
u're a great friend.

then iman. thanks too. n u noe why. :)
luv u lots.

i know he won't be seeing this but nvm, jeremy.
he is the one who can make me hav no more anxiety pangs...
sadness pangs..
able to hav me laugh
smile
and even joke
cos of the way he talk
the candid voice and drama queen style..

and..... patricia to be there to offer some past-experience and advice,
tanya for being sucha a gd old friend... who is willing to sit on wilfred if he hurts me...
though wad she said others hav said... i find it easier to accept...
cos it's the way she say it.. nvm. old friends r the best.

shaikha... to be there to listen although it's already settled.
and sharing her story with mine.
fukai kor to be there on the phone with me,
hong me like small ger on msn. afterall he is my kor kor hee.

coolie and aiko supporting me though i didn't straightaway tell them wad happened
cos it hurts to explain...
and twit, fred said he told u abt the frustrations he hav abt me..
and that he talked to ur abt our prob now...
ur bubbliness still cheered me up although i tot u didn't know and didn't tell u..

terry wun be seeing this.. this is wil's best fren btw,
i thank him for saying something i find unexpected
but speaking up for me
sayin that fred shld return to me cos i'm impt to him

friends juz pop up suddenly when u nid alot of support n help.
i thank all of them.
and am glad i had ppl going thro all these with me

now to the topic
sorry i took so long
basically
we nearly broke up
cos of his temptation to a girl,
and further aggravation due to my bad temper causing more frustration
and his rash character wanted a break up
end up we all say cool off a week to make decisions.
alot of thing happened
and i had fever n such...
basically slept only one and a half hour on wednesday..
suffered some nervous breakdwn... stuff lidat
and... cried alot
talked alot
explained alot
feared a hell lot

and... basically,
we patched up.
changes r made, more truth r told
lies will not exist hopefully
i believe in us still
and our communication
and he is starting to b luv sick abt me
but i guess it's gd if we still dun meet up
until tuesday

take time to adjust to the new start
and cool dwn in the meanwhile cos of so mani things dat happened.
yeah
dats abt all i can say
if u wanna noe more,
can call me
or msg me.

juz to let u guys know,
everythings fine n under control.

thanks for the concern.

how am i to describe what i feel now? i'm at loss for words....
strange chest feelings
fear perhaps
constant worry
missing someone...
in love with someone...

anxiety
jittery?
wanting to clench the fist tightly to relief the strange chest feeling

remedy?
him.

hey guys...
am sorry for not blogging for a few days...
juz find that my mind is like a whirlpool right now...
i dun wanna cause panic or undue stress so i am not mentioning wad happened.

i juz hold on the the hope i have for me to pass this.

things will work out for the better.

because it is painful to recall and explain what have happened...
i hope u guys understand n be patient with me.

things have happened so much for the past 3 days...
a turning pt in my life.
now... all i want, is to be calm, have control over myself, and my love with me.

u guys can feel free to sms me if u wanna... but i guess i will wun be blogging much for a few more days..
perhaps will nxt week..

so i'll end of here now.
c u guys.

am not well. will not blog for days..

WENT SPLASH SPLASH TODAE!
hehehehe sho tired.. wore my new swimsuit and PEEEEEEEL PEEEEEL all dead skins nyahaha *evil me* and now me shoulder n back has no more ugly dead skins wahaha onli bad thing is that it itches still.. *RARGH*

todae felt as it we did so much.. duno why hahah
a few hours of splashing in the water alwayz feel as if it has been sucha long time spent inside. Sano n wilfred was with me in the pool and the water was freakin cold!! i wore my new swimsuit and when i juz got into the water there was this two caucasian ppl. one is the mother and the other is a little girl wearing these cute little yellow boots n pink shower cloak and she was really cute i tell u... she was point to wilfred saying "tattoo! tattoo!" and the mum asked if that sign on fred's arm was a tattoo.. when fred told her it is, the little girl seemed very interested and ask cute questions like "will it come off?" in this very cute voice.. i reckon she's onli about 3 or 4 years old.. and then she pulled her lil sleeve saying "i want one here!" and point at her hand hahaha her voice reallie cute and fred was tellin the mum that mebbe she'll get one and the mum jokingly said "i hope not so soon! haha"

funny ppl hee but the gerger v cute..

then we went splash splash in the water where i hav this new thing call the maomao splash wahahah where i sneak up to wilfred and do multiple splashes to his face while pawing the water... then we saw this uncle who like a log float ard the pool with his hands 'propelling' the water.... very ridiculous... he nearly bang into me and wilfred.... sano tried imitating him hahaha very farnie... then there was this japanese boi whose i duno.. mebbe dad or something.. then the boiboi very fit sial i see him swim back n forth duno how mani laps and he very young onli neh.. then when he finally finish i heard the uncle tell another japanese woman "kyou... ni jyuuni kai narimashita.. hayaku kaeri neteimasu..." (todae... done twenty two laps... faster go home slp...)

then fred koala (carry in water) me ard cos i no stamina liao hahaha...
we went to the kids pool and sat in btwn the fountain wah the water make my eye so pain but very fun cos all the water splash splash come dwn.... then very fun... when we finish playing we went back upstair to wilfred's hse to bathe... while we were at the lift terry called up and say he was at queensway buying the watever soccer boots.. new one.. $200++ then i think he ask fred to go over or something....

i duno wad to say abt dat fella lah... it's like such stuff r not a NEED but some stupid want n everytime something new comes up he treat it like as if dun buy will die lidat... waste money.... next time go out work i see how he die.

when me, sano n fred finally finished bathing, we took off to go queensway while sano decided not to follow us and went home himself.

while at queensway (we took a bus there), we went up to mac to find terry and i'm rather surprised to see others ard cos i was like expecting him to hav onli abt one fren along but end up there was another three more fella there..... one was terry's neighbour and two were fred's ex-classmate. then terry's neighbour's name is Ben and he is already in army and is also in Civil Defence of which wilfred will be going. Ben is in it for 7 months and was tellin fred abt wad to expect, wad to bring and what rules to NOT break... basically advices.. and the way he talk is like of such great contrast to terry.. well afterall he is already 21 although he dun look like it... he talks smart and sensible. hm. ok then fred was takin note of wad he say n stuff while i kept quiet throughout and observed + listen. deep dwn i noe both of us is like gettin info overload and paranoia is catching up n all but, we'll do fine. *smiles* we'll get through this.

*keeps quiet*

OK LAH i admit i'm paranoid still grr..


i reallie hope things goes well... haiz haiz.. how to get used to wilfred-less days man... since the day we started our r/s i haven't not hear frm him even a single day now one shot cannot hear frm him 3 weeks can die sia...

my eyes is abit tired and i'm sick of waiting for fred to call me while terry's hogging onto the phone with him.

muh eyes r now v tired cos of the chlroine that got into my eye earlier on when swimming... so drowsy now..
Zzz..zZz.........zZz....z.z..zzzz..........z..........

Question of the Day:
how to hint parents that ur wallet r hungry n noe that it's fed?

Answer:
Leave it out in the open & when u see it suddenly appears somewhere beside where u placed and is bloated, it's fed well.

bwahahwahhaha..... now i'm duno equipped with how many dollars more.. thank god. if not i can forget abt eatin the whole day already...

am gonna go SWIMMING today!!! *squeals like a stupid kid*
splash splash!!

I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING WILFRED RIGHT NOW.....!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't believe he off his stupid hp again and it's the for the THIRD TIME now!!!!!!!

GEEZ!

i wonder why his hse nid phones for..... i called his hp, it gets cut off.
i called his hse, panicking over the fact that his FOLKS might wake up
and be pissed end up no one picked up at all.
called his bro, no one pick up. check the comp and it's still on...
he's most prob havin his hp on silent too.
BAD HABIT THE TWO OF THEM.

next time he wanna nap and i let him and he ask me to wake him up,
HE BETTA SWITCH ON HIS STUPID ALARM CLOCK too!
it's so so so so frustrating to call n cannot reach him....
grr i feel like plucking all my freakin hair out right now....
*ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH*

the next time he has me hearing him cut my calls off and when i call back and i hear voice mail again, i'm gonna go shave off all his hair, armpit hair, leg hair, pubic hair and every inch of hair he hav on his body and BLACK MAIL him.

so fuckin frustrated right now......!!!!!

@#%#$^^%(*$%)@#$%()^#$

Tuesday Stuff

What
kind of clothes should I be wearing? by Evelyn

went down to orchard with wilfred today.
we watched The Matrix Reloaded finally hahaha..

hmmmm cos fred woke up very early yesterday morning to go for his ns check up, so today we met up alittle later than usual. we met at about four o'clock in the afternoon... and it seems like i'm not the only one facing the problem with the screwy template. hm.. ok back to talk abt todae, i wore my new top todae and only problem was that my skin is peeling and it's alittle unsightly. *sigh* and worse off, i'm getting compulsive peeling hahahaha can't stop peeling my skin cos it's so irritating to see them peeling off frm my arm while i wore that singlet like top... MUZ PEEL! PEEL EM ALL OFF! RARGH! i had my lunch at orchard.. the yoshinoya meal and cos it was during their 'happy hour' i got the miso soup free too! hehehehe.... am feeling so hungry rite now cos i onli ate on meal todae.. am gonna cook something later... the computer graphics in the matrix is nice. story was slightly confusing but oh well when plot dun understand i usually juz concentrate on the fighting haha.... the scene on the highway was nice. BUT the sex scene was kinda sucky... hahaha

friday might not be havin that dinner with jeremy cos he said that he has something on... hmmm either i get someone else to go with us on friday or we have to rearrange another date with jeremy to go have dinner...

am gonna go swimming tml!! WhEe!

me n fred was sitting outside where the old popular was.. next to the citibank building, chatting away...
was askin him how i've changed since he first knew me...
and he was telling me all about the good changes i've had...
the bad ones...
the stuff that i've never changed... (bad ones too hahaha)
stuff to ponder abt..

alrite i go cook some food before i starve to death...

wanted to add wendy's blog link to my blog but fuckin blogger cocked up again.
i went to my template and end up getting the old version of my templates where all the dollies html codes and other stuff are still lingering around in there.. fucked up. duno wads wrong with it...

was spending quite some hours online searching for photos of yosuke kubozuka.


His profile

i've actually saw him in many other films before.... for example, IWGP, GTO, GO, and S.O.S
and the recent drama showin on SCV...
he also had other movies which i haven't got to watch such as ping pong, laundry,
thought he was really cute somehow and has character haha....
his pictures are hard to find online though.. decent ones i mean...
suddenly i look at my picture collection of japanese male artiste..
i realised those guys i tend to like have in some form of a weird attitude lolz. like either 'charismatic' man or 'bad ass' kind.
strange me.

[O]thers [g]uys [i] [L]ike!!!!


manabu oshio -- Lead from band, LIV


takao ohsawa -- actor. acted in Die Sterntaler with Noriko Sakai before.


inoran -- ex-guitarist of Luna Sea
now is guitarist of a new band called FAKE?


takashi kashiwabara -- actor.

i feel bored.
almost every single day.. i wonder why..

wilfred will be going ns soon...
in june...
and that sux...
big time.

friday i'll be goin with jere n fred to eat finish the $150 voucher. third trip there alreadi.
so paiseh

yifeng's bf will be sponsoring her on a trip to melbourne with him n his family... how nice..
cept the "n his family" part.... kinda freaky i feel...

wilfred's aslp now. or at least i hope so?
he has to wake up real early for some ns check up that's gonna last for four hours...
i'm missing him alot....
i feel as if the time passes by so damn fast everytime with him that i miss him so much once i get home....

time spent at home passes so slowly then...

I taste like Bread. I am a staple in almost everyone's diet. Friends like me are a complement to any other friends I get on with almost everyone, remaining mostly in the background, but providing substance when it would otherwise be lacking. What Flavour Are You?

suddenly thinking back about last term,
i'm overwhelmed by nostalgia.

i was chatting with masayu this noon before heading for my japanese class.
she was telling me about how stressful she have been about her results
and her project group members were not idea.
she referred them as slackers.
most of the projects were done by she and her friend alone.
although her grp members seems pretty power-packed
cos got all the popular ppl innit,
but i guess looks can be deceiving afterall huh?
according to her, Lester did not do his job even if she quarrelled or nagged at him.
Michelle as the group leader only gave negative comments and did editing.
sucha stressful group combination. tsk tsk.... i pity her sia..
spss was done by she and her friend alone too. dat's even more unreasonable.

she said she liked workin with me cos i have directions. *scratch head*
well, i'm flattered.
i asked if she approached her classmates for help and she said she did,
but they hardly helped.
i asked her why didn't she approach me for help.
she thought i was busy, so i told her to approach me from now on when she nids help.
she was depressed, stressed, and everything dat's negative for the past sem..
and it's frustrating after knowing all these...

thinking back about last semester,
i felt as if alot of things have happened.
it was a very enjoyable period of my life
and i shared discussions with not juz my own group members,
but with my fellow classmates, other group leaders and other friends in our course.

i remember the day when the group leaders crowd ard to discuss how to do the CC strategy
and i was able to voice my opinion and get recognition for my idea nd such a discussion
was very fun somehow...

i remember the day when Terry and i discussed about the project over the phone.
my shared trip with him and jeremy, my talkes with jeremy and shaikha,
the times i spent with shaikha editing the reports,
time we spent at wendy's house,
with Ann,
the dog....etc
such wonderful times. *beams*

thinking back about jeremy, it makes me smile. he is so damn dramatic and funny,
irritating at sometimes but he is still someone whom i share the same bus trip home with
and enjoyed his friendship.
getting to know more about people in depth is my greatest joy and blessing.
even the small chat i had with mr leng is treasured.
he was a gd listener, gd teacher and i enjoyed his classes.
seeing him bicker is also very funny.
jere and him is alwaaaaays bickering non stop and jeremy's tongue is juz so wcked.
and u get to see the mad look frm mr leng.
hahaha..
i am blessed with gd teachers like mr siow, mr leng and also mrs wu....

i'm glad to be able to know ppl not jus superficically and msn/icq have definitely been a great help.
peeps like shaikha, patricia... and surprisingly, for this year i have retreived a lost friendship.
kept in contact with tootie,
cleared misunderstandings with seng
and not forgetting sano who is alwaiz jus there to listen to my woes.

Mizoe is a very interesting girl.
her behaviour, the way she talks is all so unique n special. =)
suddenly i felt stupid having previously said that no one cared... hmm... haha oh well....

juz now when i had my japanese class, the dictation was a killer. so fast the fella talk in the tape
and we're supposed to fill in the blanks of the text with the respective katagana, hiragana and kanji.
*stressed*

had some issues comin up.
cried like mad woman.
now am suffering frm split headaches and swollen eyes.
called back fred to talk abt it...... thank god we resolved it and now we're talkin baby language again. -____-"
*ONE BIG SIGH*

boy ger relationship is sucha headache sometimes.... fred behaved as if he had split personality juz now.
suddenly the way he talk to me changed so much it freaked me out.
that's sorta the cause for our row but well, it's over for now..

have to go to japanese class with mad puffy eyes..... how sia...
later can't read wad the teacher write.... grr..

oh yes btw, i transferred the photos of fred and I from Yahoo to PhotoFun.
the rest of the photos are still in Yahoo! so u guys can still go back there to check out photos.
two new pics have been recently added for my collection of haiz members.... hmmm...

*scratch hand*

one and a half year sure is a long time.
still can't imagine that me n fred have been together for so long.
i'm still actin like a baby.
yifeng once said that only when u passed the one and a half year test, then are you able to say that u're relationship is stable and strong.

hmm.....

i juz got to know jere, shai n wendy's result so far..... they've all passed.
i havent got to know Ann's result yet though cos she was workin earlier on...
am glad jeremy passed and had totally no nid for supp papers..
i was wondering wad the grades of our projects could be cos we weren't allowed to know...
*stupid system*
so my idea, is that it's most prob a B grade for most of them, not so sure about CC but i got an A for that subject overall.
why i tot it was B is that since project's grade takes up omost 50% or more of the grades, if our courseworks are about average B, then we would need either an A or B to get back B for an overall.... all else would most prob drag the grades dwn or somefink.....
hmmmm......
*scratch head*

my skin hurts... especially my chin cos i accidentally peeled some off and it's kinda not supposed to be peeled so now i am wincing frm the pain comin frm my chin.... urgh.... irky feelings all over... i reckon the sunburns shld be getting better startin frm tml... or somefink lidat. *i hope?*

hm... was surprised when i got both my hp rang alert for sms.
was wondering which idiot msg me twice but realised that, that was not the case.
one was wilfred tellin me he's awake and i could go over anytime i want.

the other?

my results.

am i supposed to be surprised? yeah i ought to be but somehow i'm so calm n not bouncing i don't know why.
mebbe cos i juz woke up and is still blur.
hmm..
i'm not particularly satisfied with my results.
sorta didn't achieve wad i want.
one grateful thing is i did pass and not get any C.
guess that's good enuff...

My Results
Communication Skills 2: B
Technologies of Management: B
Customer Communication: A
Customer Relationship Management: B
Client Based Project 1: B

ok that's it. one A and three B... i was expecting more A for stuff like the client based one and crm but oh well.... nvm.....
i passed.
and i shld be glad and enjoy my day with that.
*smiles*

huisan, my classmate had a dist, two A and two B....
i was like "wah..."
i had that kinda results last year....
how i wish i had that again..

am i just some lonesome creature?
why am i just so afraid of being alone?
loneliness is such irritating thing sometimes.
i can't understand my thought right now... my mind is like a whirlpool....
i am feelin confused.... sadness.... anger... all at one time....
i want to hang up my phone on him...
slam it..
say i don't wanna hear your voice tonite even if it's to spite him.....
but i can't.

it won't help anyway.
and it'll end up makin us quarrel.
he seemed so heck care sometimes...
easily tired and distracted nowadays..
somehow... not being able to understand why, it freaks me out.
i fear something yet i don't know what it is...
i am trying to be supportive about him havin company at home....
havin friends over is fine
infact i was happy cos i couldn't accompany him..
yet... he seem to forget abt me....
he don't call, dun sms, he hardly contact me to ask me how am i at least....
sometimes what we want is just to know what we're somewhere in ur mind and not totally casted aside...
yet it's so hard to get them to understand that sometimes..

i'm so confused.... sad... PAINED by both emotion and my stupid sun burn definitely is makin things worse...
mebbe i'm juz being emotional..
u may say i'm pmsing....
wadever the case.
i don't really care.
why must it alwaiz be after my pain, after my emotions then do i get him to understand that i needed him then.
then he'll regret
and say he's there for me....
but he missed it.
he wasn't there.
not when i wanted him to...

juz bathed finish and my skin ard the shoulder and back area have this ultra sensitive n pain feeling. *sob sob*

anyway, here's another cute cute icon...


i'm so broke. haiz..................... wonder when's the next time i can go shopping hahahaha..
even my mum was laughin at me say i suay how come of all days, yesterday when i went sentosa was the hottest. =_____="

i didn't go over to wilfred's hse today cos my back very pain. so right now sano is over at wilfred's place accompanying him and watching tv and might be stayin over at fred's condo tonite. cos i think they wanna watch the late nite soccer or something. haiz.

DAY OFF!!!!!

juz realised how suay i am. yesterday was the hottest in five years havin a temp at 35.9 degree celcius!!!! RARGHHHHHHHHH
i'm still burnt and in pain.
*yelps*

I AM SUN BURNT LIKE F***! RARGH! SO BURNT! SO RED! i'm like a lobster of somefink!!!!

my BACK is havin this searing like sensation and it burns like fire and my shoulders r worse. GEEZ.. dat's wad happened to me after i returned home from the trip to sentosa. first we met up at 10 at tiong bahru mrt stn where i went into 7-11 to buy four bottles of 1.5 litres mineral water where the goondu crew keyed SIX instead and charged me at $9.60... i went back to ask him again and he refunded me three bucks. then yeong sing came and i hadda carry the heavy load of water to the opposite bus stop while huimin and jia xin was late for about half n hour or so..... then when the 'princesses' finally reached we took the shuttle bus down to sentosa.... hm i realised that fred's hse can take 195 go tiong bahru n frm my hse i could've taken 16. it's one straight bus trip! okok then we board the bus which so luckily was empty enuff for us to choose our seats where we landed out butts on the back seats. and all was well and cooling. can't imagine the previous traumatic shitified trip dwn to sentosa i had during the countdwn. THAT, was ultimate horror. imagine sooooooo mani ppl in a bus and me n fred was stuck IN FRONT. shoot! alrite back to the topic. we alighted and bought tix for the monotrail. it's abt erm... three bucks per head. we took the monotrail dwn to parawan beach where during the journey the ride was terribly bumby and unenjoyable. wonder why sentosa management don't actually do something about it. all the spots we pass by non caught my interest at all. yucks. the other three ladies were yakkin away, well some topics i joined in and some i juz drifted away cos they were sorta refering to past memories where i hav no idea wad they're talkin abt. dun get me wrong, i ain't sulkin nor am i angry. i juz tend to drift off when topics either dun interest me or i dun get it. lolz. happened lotsa times before during our sec sch years where they would be talkin abt computer stuff and i'll be totally clueless and drifting off. i was a computer idiot then and computers didnt interest me much. or rather, they were too fast for me so i eventually gave up catching up lolz`.

shucks my shoulders hurts!

alrite erm we were at the beach putting out our mat and stuff and then while seng and jia xin went to change, me n hui min waited at the mat chatting away. when they got back the two of us went and change into our swimsuit and pants. i borrowed my mum's boxer like pants and apparently i took the wrong colour and matched a blue swimsuit with brown boxers ending up lookin like some dumbass lolz`

we soaked in the water for quite long and me n huimin swam to this huge float but got so damn tired after getting up there... at first only me n jia xin n huimin up there... then i forgot how but yeong sing came along and got up too. but soon jia xin said she wanna blow her nose *roll eyes* and swam back and so huimin swam back with her. so end up a blind me *w/o specs* and yeong sing *duno how to swim* got stranded on the float for blardi long. n i do mean veeery long! i guess dats where i got my sun burn. -___-

anyway finally huimin swam over and so the three of us swam back to shore.... after like SOOOOOO LONG... and then erm.... oh yes we dipped ourself nearer to shore this time until we finally went back up shore to makan sandiwich. *i think* we ate and then they started applying sun block again and we played frisbee for quite awhile. wah kao my aiming damn lousy somehow hahaha cos first time play frisbee lah.. then tired liao they went back to swim i think? sorry my memory abit lousy. there were quite a bunch of other ppl ard us playing and then when they went back i went to the loo and after that i realised... erm my monthly unexpected came so i decided to call it quits and go bathe. the rest of them were still soakin themselves in the water for hours and hours so i juz sat there on the mat lookin ard at the crowd nearby and the peacock like birds that came over to my side bobbing their head up n down. ~_~

FINALLY when the three ladies decides to get off the water they took very long to bathe too hahahaha anyway after we bathed we went to take the monorail back to the front and erm... wad did we do? or yah we sat at one of the benches infront of Anderson Ice Cream and ate the rest of our sandwiches. i was kinda energetic and bouncy still so i went over to the BK there to get a cup of coke and guess wad? Joseph is there!!! my ex-manager haha... but he abit busy so we only managed a small chat. argh my shoulder feel like as if the skin is cracking... i hate this... am not going back sun tanning again unless i bring along a whole tub of sunblock. the skin feels so sensitive right now!!! grr.....

we bought ice cream and went over to watch the musical fountain. can't remember ever watchin it but it was really nice. the new one of course with that laser and monkey... quite a spectacular performance and then after all these, we decided to go home since it's already about eight plus.... we took the shuttle back to tiong bahru where i took 195 down to queenstown to look for wilfred haha... he helped me apply ice on my back as i lie down cos the pain was excruciating at one point. i don't know why but i missed him alot today. really alot so i kept msging him while i was alone at the mat. was so happy to see him juz now.

now i'm at home and i juz ate chunky beef and potato stew. cos i was havin diarrhoea since morning and went to the loo for about 6 times already i took the medication for stopping diarrhoea but i had it with an empty stomach so i guessed it caused some bad reaction havin me feel groggy and pukish and sick. i called fred up a few times but terry called him so he couldn't talk to me yet. i was groggy n sick but couldn't get much help so i went n cook the can soup but mebbe cos i wasn't paying attention the cap flew and i cut my finger big time. it sliced into my fingers i have no idea how deep cos the moment it sliced in, it flew off and i was yelping. it didn't hurt but was shockin so i rushed and got some tissue and applied lotsa pressure to the wound. called fred with one free hand and asked him wad to do. followed his instructions n soon the bleeding stopped. it was quite a deep cut. i put handiplast over and continued cookin the food after that. lolz strangely enuff i hate cuts but is not afraid of pain. except sun burns and paper cuts of course. those are wat i consider, irritating pains. i'd rather get bruises. hmmmm mum applied the hazeline snow moisturising cream for my burns... haiz...

woooooohooooooooooo i'm mad! it's 8.44am and i'm up!
I am........going to sentosa todae! with some of ma frenz and i hav tummy ache! how great. grrrrrr.....
if i'm gonna get my monthly unexpected which i think my fellow ladies species shld recognize, i think i'll go nuts.
I WANNA SWIM!!!!
and of ALL things to be shown on tv which i expect to be Anime, they are showing VIP. sheesh....
alritey. will be back to tell u more about the sentosa trip. juz hope that i dun fall aslp before anithing else AND dun get sun burnt! ok now.. tata!